Sunday 5/16 2010

It was a rough week all over. we did some wrong and i apologize for it. this is a time for revaluation of whats really going on, i guess. most people are just jumpy around big tests for some weird reason. I tried and failed to keep things down as possible. for this failure i apologize to whom this may concern for the whole class. no one likes to be yelled at, no one likes to be isolated for questioning. but sometimes, even the most stable people can not control what was said and done. this was mostly our fault for not keeping our emotion in line. but there is still that part of the genetic code that makes controlling rather difficult. teenagers are genetically set for this kind of behavior, Mr.chow predicted this would happen last year. With all the hormones acting at its prime, concentrating may as well be as difficult as flying. Also, studies have shown that teenagers and grown adults think with different parts of the brain. Adults use a part of the brain that helps image the consequences before action, while teens think with the front of the brain, where they are most likely react according to their own personality, and to do things on impulse. this is not an excuse, but rather an explanation of this event. please do not get the wrong idea. As for my inner revolution, i will risk it all and try my best not to give in to the sins and greed. the results may be will have an effect, either good or bad. the good will be a newer me, a true seeker of the arrow. but if i fail, the results may be catastrophic, a nervous breakdown will be the minor, the real damage shall be fatal. I WILL CHANGE.